so i'm freaking out.
in my hormonal, emotional pregnant state i feel like i've got so many people around me saying 'geez 4 kids, you're mad' and 'how are you going to cope?' and 'why would you do this to yourself 'darling'?'
now don't get me wrong, everyone is entitled to their own opinion but really, does this help?
i've heard it that much lately i am starting to completely doubt myself, and i hate that.
i have so few people telling me 'oh that's great, how exciting!' and so many of the other i'm seriously starting to get a bit down.
i had a discussion with my very best friend about it and like she says 'what exactly is not coping anyway?' so sometimes things get tough, you have a little cry then you get on with it. is that 'not coping', having a little meltdown from time to time?
do i have any preconceived ideas about this being easy? no, i definitely do not. i already have 3 children under 4 so i know it's going to be tough.
i'm just trying to stay positive, look at this as a complete blessing, know that really i am very lucky and keep the sunshine. and at the end of the day i truly believe things happen for a reason.