it seems someone in the universe had plans for me..
as you can see here this is a pregnancy test and it is clearly telling me life is going to get to that next level of crazy.
i feel so many emotions at the moment:
and just kinda generally freaked out!
i feel scared about spreading myself across 4 children and that being too thin.
i feel sad for my very best friend who has been trying to get pregnant for nearly 3 years now and i am having my 2nd pregnancy since she has been trying.
i feel excited at the thought of adding to my family.
i feel happy, as anyone who knows me, knows how much i LOVE new babies.
and i feel worried about just generally not coping.